1- AFFINITY

What are your expectations? When will you live without expiration..
Exceeding past limitation, I'm saying live out loud, past all this hateration,
That seems to only become more toxic with each generation...
Never living as a number, more than a rating.
Its hard to push when it seem like everyone is now dating hatred..
mislead.....
Walking and thinking like the living dead..
We don't love no more, living like a hungry bird just trying to get bread...
We don't hug no more, fist and bullets do the speaking instead..
We don't dance no more, we'd rather bob our head....
Too cool...
Cool? did anyone school..
ABC's been replaced with "mother-fucks" and "screw you's"
Teacher teacher who's you?
FUCK  a blue's clue, I'd rather watch a Black African queen expose her mom,
Who use to be a fiend on national t.v..
I'd rather watch the next cool teen giving birth at 16.
Stop man, when we realize the geometric shapes of the children we are now raising...
Disaster... Thats what the white man after.. Black people are no longer the minority..
Im talking to myself,because the last time I checked being black was hell.
An embarrassment to you, changing up your ethnicity every chance you get..
"Like what you talking bout?... I aint black.. Im MIXED...with Indian"...
Man come again?
Loving our enemies, and playing our friends like a game of monopoly...
See as I'm reciting this poetry.. you cant even look at me..
Playing with HIV, like please don't, please don't pick me..
Whew.. it skip me.... this time, now I can breath.
It's always easier said than done..
I rather be one difference than settle for none.
Change.

PARDON ME

Its a crazy feeling when you no longer know yourself any more, tryna re-introduce yourself, wondering who you were before .

Thinking bout all the little manciple things that once made you, YOU.
Changing like faces that once back stabbed you.
So now what are you left to do, when the connections don't connect anymore, when the smile is no longer obtained , nothing to gain .. so you drift ..not giving.. but shouldn't you give rather you receive anything in the end? True, but riches are always a mans best friend right?
stumbling stumbling stumbling.. doing things you said you'll never do .. my friend no matter how fast you convince yourself to run those mistakes will always be apart of you.
Looking in the mirror now pains you, because those eyes know the secrets that unlock you....
Embarrassed to look in the face of others, buy why? they cant even recognize you.
pardon me, when I ask you this.. I promise no rudeness intended..
but WHO. ARE. YOU?

FEAR ITSELF IS OUR BIGGES ENEMY

"Successful people do what unsuccessful people wouldn't"

 The Only thing to get in the way of man is fear itself. Fearful to not succeed.... and often it's not even the fact that we have let ourselves down, but the fear of others judging us if we do not succeed to their expectations. Rejection wouldn't hurt so bad if others didn't witness it. Prime example we often trip over our own feet when walking alone, but when other eyes capture the "o so tragic" scene it has now become the most embarrassing event ever.. that's why its best to remember this " When you dance, dance like no one is watching."

 THERE WILL BE NON BELIEVERS AT EVERY CORNER, BUT YOUR JOB IS TO MAKE THEM BELIEVE... SIMPLE..